Why can't I focus? Jesus, Joseph, and Mary. I have so much on my mind; however, they're not troubles that you jot down and suddenly feel better about. They're more like the sort that you have to deal with the funk for the load to be lifted. I guess I have to man up. Anyways ...

Last night, right after my Anthro41A class, I was sitting at my desk contemplating about whether or not I've been doing "the right thing" these last three weeks. Right when I was getting ready to throw in the towel and call quits ... my phone vibrates. It took one measly text message to completely cancel out my 30mins of contemplation. Man, I'm weak.

Well, as my first year of college is rapidly approaching its end, I can say that I've learned a lot about other people and more so, about myself. For instance, who would have ever imagined that the only type of music I would find myself listening to during midterms and finals week is big band / swing? You know what though, Mina is totally right. Most of my learning doesn't even take place inside the classroom ... it totally takes place outside. Oh, and NAPS are vital for survival in the college setting. That totally contradicts the notion that college kids are sleep deprived but I've really never slept so much as I did this year. There's so much more to add to the list BUT I need to really crack down on my study guides for Anthro and Soc.

One last thing. Why am I still hell bent over Saturday night? NO MAMES.