Regardless the fact that I've actually enjoyed my past three years of attempts to celebrate against the declared holiday ... I can never help but feel that ultimately Valentine's Day's effects are disastrous. This year I got sushi (haha) and a sunflower. That would be a semi-step up from last years tulips and a boyfriend. I guess?
My point? I'm stuck in a pickle once again. But that's nothing new because I always manage to get myself caught up in situations such as the one I'm currently engaged in. Truth be told, I enjoy the thrill. I just worry that I might end up hurting others in the process and that's something I would never do with intention.
Okay so moving on... I am thoroughly enjoying school right now. Besides the Chicano Studies midterm which I could have received a perfect score on but instead fluked on ... everything else is going great. Finals are going to be here in no time and I'm ready to kick it's ass. I have a pretty firm grip on who I can count on around school and who my true friends are back home. I am still quite the procrastinator but I'm improving upon the treacherous habit gradually.
Even when the weather is as depressing as it is right now (overcast and pouring) I still remain a happy soul. I thank the Lord for blessing me with this feeling.
NOTE TO SELF: No matter what, always stay true to yourself and everything you stand for.
I know it might make me come off ignorant to acknowledge others' perspectives but I'm so easily swayed so before I consider anyone else ... I'm choosing to acknowledge myself.
And I'll leave it at that!
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